i’m not born to be an asshole, im not an asshole by nature, somehow somewhere along those lines, im breed to be one.

i feel lost, somehow i blame me for growing up too fast, to see alot of other shit which made me feel like looking at stuff in a different way. i resort to drinking for alot of nights now to fall asleep. this what you get for not having a mom in your place. oh well.

bottom line? i have to get my head straight and find out what i want